WOW, it's been a while.

So.
Latest news. No one will hire me out of state so I can move to Austin like I wanted to. So I decided I need to get a degree and not in photography because I can’t seem to get into that field right now. I’m going back to school at NOVA and going for a BS in Zoology/Zoo Science. I think this would be a good field for me to work in because I love animals and believe in animal conservation. I think I’d be a good Zoologist given I can push past the massive amounts of work needed in math. I’m going to try my damnedest to get into the closed math and biology classes at the Manassas campus. Meanwhile, I’m leaving ATCC in 3 days and I have no fall back which is starting to get a bit unnerving because I have WAY too many bills (Yes I know, the Mac, new phone, new car and camera aren’t seeming so awesome anymore…I’m stupid.). But with my new “I’ll be OK” philosophy, I’m not worried, which is nice. I’m still applying like crazy to anywhere.
Things with the “new” Chris are going pretty good. We’re still “unofficial”, which I’m trying to be patient with, because we have a good thing going and even if it doesn’t work out I don’t want to rush things that way, if we get to that point we get there, if we don’t we don’t. I’ve adopted “Sunday Fundays” to help alleviate some of his stress from work, getting out to do something fun and new. I think it’s good for me too, I need to a break from life sometimes. We’ve been watching It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia to get away from my ALWAYS watching How I Met Your Mother which has been a crutch so I can sleep since breaking up with Chris which was nearly six months ago now. But I’m happy with where we are right now.
Home is, well, home. Things aren’t so stressful since Chris lets me stay at his place on the weekends and if it’s really bad, once on a weekday. Dad’s divorce hearing is sometime beginning of August, they want me there to testify, I’m going to so glad when this is over.
I put my tongue ring back in, can’t believe the hole was still there.
OH! HUGE irony for the week. Tatiana, Chris’s new girlfriend, is taking over MY position AND desk. I laughed for probably an hour about that one. I really still can’t get over the irony in my life…My life really should be a sitcom…
Chris (my ex) and I are pretty much good now. I’m finally to the point where I can be cordial and not be pissed off later. I don’t feel hurt anymore, but I can’t forgive him for how everything went down, mainly with him dating Tatiana, that one was down right ridiculous. I’m fine with us never being friends, frankly I would never want to be friends with someone who would do what was done to me to someone. I do appreciate the things done in the last 3 months, they don’t ride in together, I don’t see them together at work, he doesn’t mention anything about her when we talk and he’s had to adjust to make that happen so I appreciate it. He earns brownie points, but it’ll never be enough for friendship.
This weekend should be really good though, I’ve had a lot of those recently. I’ll be seeing some friends from the show I did 2 years ago tonight. Seeing Alex in jail (I’ll explain that one next blog), doing something fun Saturday evening and going out to dinner with Chris and Stephanie (whom I haven’t seen in FOREVER) at Red Robin, yum! Next week I’m doing happy hour with people to celebrate my being unemployed (hopefully for only a short while) and watching Jake, which I’m really excited about because I miss the little guy loads. By the way, Jake is now one whole year old! It’s crazy how fast this year flew by. I forgot that it’s been a while since my last blog. When I post this I’ll make sure to not what I need to fill you in on next time :)

Until next time,
A